Eyes and Soul: Poetry by Rian Adams
The poem Eyes and Soul is a take on William Shakespeare’s quote, “The eyes are the window to the soul.” I think something spiritual happens when we observe eyes staring back at us in wonder. In essence, it reminds us that we are truly alive.
Even Matthew, the Gospel writer, says this, “The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are healthy then your whole body is filled with light.” Matthew’s message is clear, when our eyes are fixed on beauty, be that in ourselves, others, or the divine, we are in a healthy place.
Have you ever looked into the eyes of another and caught a glimpse of love glaring back at you?
If you would like to read more of my poetry, you can find it here.
Unity: The Spirituality of Jesus’s High Priestly Prayer by Rian Adams
Unity.
We don’t know what it is, but we certainly know what it’s not. Unity is not connectivity. We have plenty of connections these days… Facebook, Twitter, Instagram… even connections at church. The list goes on and on. But are we any closer to real unity with God and one another? I think this week’s lectionary reading confronts a longing deep inside of us for a oneness of heart and soul.
Most agree, “sure we need unity.” But unity of what? Political convictions? Theological persuasion? No. We can’t be that naive because we will never have those things. I think unity is much deeper and more profound than theological creeds and political affiliations. What I propose is a unity in and of self and thus a unity with God by following the way of Jesus.
The lectionary Gospel reading is long and a bit convoluted with John’s mystical language but give it a read and listen for the themes of unity, oneness, wholeness, and consciousness.
The Lectionary Gospel: John 17:6-19, Seventh Sunday After Easter, Year B
(I have edited the reading for brevity’s sake) … They knew with certainty that I came from you, and they believed that you sent me. I pray for them [the disciples], I do not pray for the world, but for those you have given me… they are yours. All I have is yours, and all you have is mine. And glory has come to me through them. I will remain in the world no longer, but they are still in the world, and I am coming to you. Holy Father, protect them by the power of your name, the name you gave me, so that they may be one as we are one. While I was with them, I protected them and kept them safe by that name you gave me. None has been lost except the one doomed to destruction so that Scripture would be fulfilled.
I am coming to you now, but I say these things while I am still in the world, so that they may have the full measure of my joy within them. I have given them your word and the world has hated them, for they are not of the world any more than I am of the world. My prayer is not that you take them out of the world but that you protect them from the evil one. They are not of the world, even as I am not of it. Sanctify them by the truth; your word is truth. As you sent me into the world, I have sent them into the world. For them I sanctify myself, that they too may be truly sanctified.
An Evolving Consciousness of God
Jesus opens the door to a new idea about God… relationally. He says that God is his father and then he go so far as to encourage his followers to call God “father.” This is a fundamental reimagining of the divine. The disciples, before Jesus changed their realities, probably held the same view as most of the Pharisees of the first century. For them, God was removed, transcendent, the man in the sky, as it were.
Then Jesus comes along and redefines God. God, for Jesus, is relationship. God is “Father.” This God, for Jesus, desires to be in a form of parental relationship with humanity.
Jesus enlarged the disciples consciousness on such a scale that God, to them, became a totally different entity. God moved from a collective mentality to a universal relational presence. It’s quite an evolution in theological thinking.
Christ prays for the conscious, not the unconscious
A theme we see often in John’s mystical language is what he terms “the world.” Do you find it strange that Christ does not pray for “the world” but just for his disciples? “I do not pray for the world but for those you have given me.”
It strikes me as odd. We would assume that Jesus, the Christ figure, would pray for everyone. However, this is not the case. Jesus seems to emphasize quality over quantity. He did not count his success in numbers but in the change in the consciousness of individuals. In other words, “the world” is those who remain unconscious of God’s relationally.
I think the point is that Jesus prays for his disciples who are developing a new consciousness. This new understanding and experience of the divine will be the unity that Jesus prays for. Union in relationship with God and union in relationship with one another, both are of spiritual importance.
A Welcome To The Whole
This is one of those lectionary readings that was cut too short. It stops at vs. 19 but vs. 20-21 is the crux of the passage. It says, “I ask not only on behalf of these, but also on behalf of those who will believe in me through their word, that they may all be one. As you, Father, are in me and I am in you.”
St. Gregory of Nyssa, a man I would consider a theologian and early psychologist, mentioned this union of “…all be one.” For Gregory the soul of a person was a “populace of souls crowded together, each differing widely from the rest.” The psychoanalysts would agree given how the plurality of souls is reflected in our dreams and the multitude of characters that inhabit them.
The main message is that we are personally united in a unity comprised of diversity. Spiritual unity, then, should blend and harmonize the parts that seem mutually opposed. This is how the self becomes a whole, or as Jesus called it, “one.”
We find this oneness in the many parts of a rose window. Rose windows adorn churches and cathedrals. They are a symbol of many parts that make up a whole. In the rose window from All Saint’s Chapel, Sewanee, TN, the Holy Grail is the center. The Grail represents the highest spiritual consciousness: the union of spirit with matter. In the Grail, so says the Christian myth, God becomes the matter that enters the human being. We see this in the symbol of the wine becoming the blood of Christ. Nature and spirit yearn for one another and the union is realized in the Grail.
The Rose Window and the Mandala
Mandalas fascinated Carl Jung. For him they represented the integration of the soul into a whole. There are many parts and pieces that make up the whole mandala or rose window. This unity of parts is the real secret to a union of the whole. He comments on this gospel passage in Letters. He suggests that the secret to understanding the passage is “in the integration of all those parts of yourself into a whole.”
In John’s Gospel, wholeness and unity does not simply refer to the individual but to the faith community as well. There is a call to be unified in Christ… in the way of Christ. Compassion, mercy, and love. That is spiritual wholeness for John.
We no longer have to constantly fight the parts of the self we do not like. The struggle can diminish under the weight of true unity of all parts into one self. This is why so many people struggle for life balance, they only have room for what Hillman would describe as “one part of the self that is informed by religious morality.”
Relationship With Others
Here the German psychiatrist Fritz Kunkel is probably closer to John’s Gospel than Jung. For Kunkel, reality was not simply in us but between us as well. To paraphrase, unity is not found in an isolated unit but in a person who is purposefully in a relative and conscious relationship with others.
For me, unity is both, and. Unity is a fusion with what God loves (love, compassion, and mercy, expressed in our relationships to one another) and a conscious acceptance of all the parts of the self. So we should, as Jung said, integrate the contraries.
It’s hard spiritual work but no regrets will come from it. Finally, my poem Journey touches on the subject. If it can be useful to you, find it here.
Love God, love yourself, and love your neighbor,
–Rian
Lectionary Gospel: John 10:11-18
Fourth Sunday after Easter, Year B
Mercy
By W. Rian Adams
I’ve always found “Good Shepherd Sunday” a bit forced. In my experience the church uses this Sunday to show, prove even, that we are in the hands of a good God. A God who will take care of us. The message is, we are the sheep in the Christian fold and Jesus is the good shepherd. While this message is heartwarming and filled with nostalgia, it seems to overlook a small portion of the passage, the “other sheep.” It piques my curiosity. I wonder if the other sheep are, in fact, sheep because of mercy.
Traditionally the church has taught that there is one way to God. Of course, the way is through the church. The church has taught that receiving its sacraments, praying it’s prayers, or giving one’s heart to God was the means of salvation. That is how one gets into fold. The church says that the sheep fold is surrounded by precise boundaries. On one hand we have those who are “in” and on the other hand those who are “out.” This division is unfortunate.
This past week I saw a video of the Bishop of Rome embracing a young boy who suffered through the pain of his father’s death. The boy, perhaps four or five, asked the pope if his father went to heaven even though he didn’t believe in God.
Pope Francis continues to amaze me as a pastoral theologian and spiritual teacher. The boy’s father baptized all his children. The pope said this was an act of faith and should tell the boy what kind of man his father was. He went on, while the boy cried, to embrace him and tell him that it takes more faith to baptize when you don’t believe than when you do. He told the boy that his father was with God.
You can watch the video here:
Understandably traditionalists were upset because the pope didn’t hold a hard line on church doctrine. One person said, “He let the man off the hook.” One woman commented that the pope is a “heretic who used a child to promote the destruction of the church.” However, I see the pastoral exchange differently.
The pope highlights a theme that is great among the spiritual and mystical… mercy.
I’d like to use my imagination and apply the passage, not to myself, but to my treatment of others.
I do not think the passage is just a simple story about God loving us, the in-crowd.
Such a reading insults the complexity of the relationship of the shepherd and sheep of other pastures. I hear this passage as a call to be the shepherd, the Christ, to the world. If we want to follow Christ we begin by following his example and, like the pope, focusing on God’s mercy. The “other sheep” – the ones who do not met our standards of behavior and belief – need mercy too. They need someone to show compassion when they disappoint us. Jesus never ostracized a sheep, quite the contrary, he left the ninety-nine to find one. May his mercy be my guide.
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